Sometimes it just feels to write something, So I do it. But this time just because Sunny said . He suggested to ‘write about myself’ in my blog for others persons who will read it. (If there will be any, I am hopeful, like always) And they will come to know about what The Bongar really is? And Who the Myself really is?
Ab khudke muh se kya tariff karu apni?, Isliye sach hi bolunga.
I am, what I am!
Many people say this. But in my case I am still not who I really am. I am fighting a fight with me. To do anything that can be and should be done the way myself want to do. And not the way The Bongar is doing. And the journey of ‘The Bongar’ will end the day myself will win this ding-dong. And my struggle is just to achieve ‘what I really can be.’
Whatever the life I spent till day, I found out that it’s the struggle for finding me and standing in way for The Bongar that is really draining out me completely. Sometimes it just feel like giving up. But MYSELF again bounce back and says “Chad gai he tuze, Kal subah bat karenge.”
On other hand The Bongar is solid, He is absolutely unpredictable. You can never guess what he is upto. Even he also can never guess. He never thinks, I sometime quite enjoy being him. But problem is he is not that tough to be myself. And Myself is not that tough to be myself all the time. So it always goes like this. Sometimes I am Bongar sometimes I am Myself.
So do not bother yourself for what this Bongar is and who this myself is. Let them be what they are. And I guarantee that You will be the first person that I will tell, If I ever come to know about it.
Bye then till my next post……..
what does this word "Bongar' means?
ReplyDeletei will give my comments later
Yogesh mama use this name for me.
ReplyDeleteHe says Bongar is the one who do not use his head while doing something.I am happy that He still thinks I have one.