Personal Diary, I decide to make public: Sign Board

So its again  good morning, not because I have woke up earlier but because I was writing date on that diary and just came to know that its all multiple of 3, my lucky number. May be its good for me , whateverrrrr.

Last night again it was a night of full moon.The way I now look at moon and  its brightened orra ( may be it’s a word) it always remind me of the night Rahul called  and fortunately I picked his phone at 12night,( Which I barely answer especially when I am on leave and that too from a unknown no(He was calling from his sisters no. ), and when I was struggling to sleep. But I am very lucky to have such luck many  times. But last night only panditji told me that it may last till only 31^st Bday.(I started doubting that). But I really don’t know whether its true or not but lets think like  I still have 5- 6 years of good luck and fortune. (Though I don’t know difference between  these two.

Ok lets come to the subject,  my motive to write this post is to share a dream I saw on morning of 15.4.09 Its not that boring, at least for me.But as u are already reading this, that means u don’t have anything else to do .  But let me assure u that its interesting enough.

So it was just like any other night I came to pass. Just went to bed with lots of thoughts about many things and slept like every other night.

I was seating at devyog in hall, Yup thats my  favorite place to seat or sit whatever. I just remember shakuni and usha mami were moving here and there,  I should say roaming from one room to other for some work as usual. I don’t think there was anyone else other than 3 of us.  You might be thinking I remember  dreams each detail even after two years.(You know Its like a gift which I cant control) By the way thanks to my Personal Diary for that, which I write for some best and worst memories. I was sitting on bed . OK now that is something different usually we don’t keep bed by that wall. I mean just facing out main entrance door. (But its my dream.)

Then suddenly I saw her coming from front door. If you know about her you can easily guess. It was  Roshni. We talked for much time. Meanwhile Mavshi and mami had their eyes on us.(Mavshi aur Mami to sapne me bhi baaj nahi aati.)

              Now talking  about talk between us. She said She was just visiting her aunty who lives at Muniguda. So she just thought to see me. And came to lanjigarh at Devyog (My house in Nagpur).

Don’t be confused as its my deram and any thing can come in it. But who the hell told her my address. I forgot to ask her that . And It was a dream so I cant ask her now.

We talked  regarding many things, and I don’t remember specifically which thing we were talking about.

(This thing is also like a gift)

But I remember that while we were talking mavshi and mami used to come and see us from a corner of their eyes. I know them very well. I would have been surprised even in a dream if they hadn’t done that. Then it was very late for her . It was 10:30 pm. In fact she asked me to drop her by Neelesh’s bike. (How did  she know he has bike or even my friend is named Neelesh. (there is only one explanation for this, that it’s a dream.)  I said her NO. Its not safe now to ride to Muniguda.  Instead u stay at my house for night.

Just a minute something also happened before that,  While we were talking in between I told her, its 8.00pm and she should leave because after this she wont get any transport for muniguda. Now also I resent, Why I didn’t asked to drop by bike. May be mavshi was waiting for my that sentence and quickly spurt out ,            “ Pankya, If she is not willing to go, Why are u telling her to?”

The last thing then I remembered about the dream is 10:30pm and that I asked her to stay at home, And suddenly again the dialogue came fiercely,

" Are Pankya, Ghar pe hi rakh lena use, kal bhi kyon jayegi,"

Agar ye dialogue din me aaya hota, gusse mehi sahi, to pakka rakh leta.

And It alarmed then, May be alarm too was just waiting to say something by Mavshi.

And I woke up, genuinely hating that alarm, So I snoozed it, In a hope to continue dreaming, But couldnt got it going. So finally I woke up.  It was  6.05am (Yes sometimes I woke up that early) then I went to gym. While running I was just thinking. (I think walking and running are very good exercises because during these two my mind works I mean thought process works very efficiently. Many be that’s because my feets are moving. Ohh I see,  that’s why my friends used to say ke ‘sale teri ghutne me he.’ May be they are right as I got a clues now. "Please don’t bother about my English as its mine.")

Now coming to gym. I was running and off course thinking, and just had a thought about dream. Why after such a long time. When I  haven’t had a though about her for many months, Why do she come in my dream. Then suddenly I remembered that her birthday is in this month only.

 “ Oh my god, have I missed it. (Though I was not having any intentions to call her to wish even if I came to know about it)

The next thing came,

Whats the date today?

Abe bongar its 15^th aprill. Bloody hell! Its her Bday today.

You know sometimes don’t know who but someone , somethings guide u for something u wanted to do or should do. May be that someone or something is known as god. And yes he gives us the sign boards sometimes just to remind us that he is with us keeping his eye on us. Sometimess walking with us and sometimes lifting us. So just keep on eye on sign boards while driving. They may provide u with good example to enjoy the beauty of journey like some nice view of waterfalls, sunrise or sunset also.