Just felt a sudden urge to imprint these thoughts whille I was on BSNL tower. So I am here imprinting them.
I dont know from how long that thing was in mind to see colony from that height, To feel that fear that tension, that a single mistake, a wrong step, a slipping hand, a drop of swate might take my life. And after reaching over there i came to know that, this should be the point, the feeling one should experience just before giving away his life. By the way, my time is yet to come.
But the problem is, even if one had that thought and climbed that giant tower for the purpose, He or she will definatly think off not to do it. He would want to live from there. In that time and also to experience it further and to share it with his or her dear one.

He sat there looking at the sky, the night was more darker than usual, . He could feel that dampness in the air as there was in his eyes. It had been years for anything from his heart that has made out from his eyes, they were dry like without life. He never thought something would really bring him to this. But that thing was hurting him a lot. That thing has made him think about every dearest thing in his life, How everything one by one has fallen apart, and everything that is going to. He was feeling lost somewhere alone, having nothing to leave by. Leaving him drained of all the hope for happiness. But the only thought that was not leaving him was that He has made this to happen. Something was asking him why he has let it come to this, wasnt he happy with himself that he started to look for someone to share himself with. He was chocking inside, he was feeling like he can not breath anymore.......